I wouldn't be bothered anymore

I know, I shouldn't be bothered anymore...

But a single glimpse of you is leading me back to think all the "ifs."

Now, I know I have just let so many things flew out of my hands.

Fear let me do that,

now I was left wondering and living in shadows.

I know, I should moved on.

It wouldn't be fair for you and for her.

And most, it is hurting me for long just for nothing.

And for this time, I hope I wouldn't be bothered anymore...